tml got training again. argh!! but no cca on sat. whahahaha. my sat is free again!! so happy. gonna force my sis to gif me chin spelling again. whahahaha.

doing chin paper 1 n 2 today. so hot n im sweating but mrs tan stand beside me n fan for me using paper. haha. so gd rite. haha. din noe they on e air-con until i finished doing e test n i looked up seeing tt all doors r shut. i think e hall only cool up when we r gg hm??? haha.

sy n xian were toking abt e dan chun thinggy. haha. so funny. think of it will laff. tok crap again......haha. i think ms lim was angry n sad tt our class ppl went to complain abt her??? feel abit sorry for her la.

went hm n saw my sis on e bus. stupid her gg swimming again. mummy was so cute today. haha. jus hoping tt she wun need to go work but stay at hm n accompany me. haha.

thinking of my future nw....wanna do lots of things other than earning money. i wanna dive into e most beautiful ocean in e world.........climbing e highest mountain or maybe e tallest tree.........trying sky-diving.........feeding the sharks.........training e dolphins..........looking after tiger cab........finding e beetle car tt my papa sold away when i was young.......... exploring e world.......... n of cos i mus make myself famous. they r lots n lots of thgs tt i wanna do but cant name em all........ this r my goals for life n i mus fulfill all of em b4 i die.......

whahahhahahaha. any1 touched by wat i wrote jus now?? haha. hope yes ar. every1 go bian bi si guo nw. whahahahahhahaha.

i wan to be a better person. a person hu haf no jealousy, anger, selfishness and greediness, but a person hu is tactfull, emotionless ............

isit so hard to be 1? wat shld i do to be a better person??? a person hu ppl will accept n rmb? will it affect any1 when im gone or think of me after i haf gone?

my aunt told me sth abt being a better person n it makes me reflect on a lot of things. life is a learning journey. i learnt abt myself n i hate e way i am. but nobody in e world is perfect, y care so much? i dunno y..... maybe every1 is diff n they wan others to act in their way. but it is impossible. so if u r a better person u wun wan others to do tt.

i think i better go n learn more about all this dao li wif my aunt. at least im trying to be a better person.

cherish ur grandparents, ur parents, ur siblings, ur friends, ur relative or any1 in ur life nw, dun wait till they r gone den u regret. this will only cause urself to suffer n it is painful. haf u ever try acting to be happy when deep within u is crying? i believed it is hard. i agreeded tt life is fragile n we get hurt easily, no matter is u as e person hurting others or u r e person hu gets hurt, both will definately feel e pain, especially frenz. i admit i did hurt others b4 but im not happy doing tt cos it is more hurtful to hurt others than u get hurted. but wat can i do? can i control myself? u nv noes wat e person react after u said sth. so be a person hu can take joke if not u will get hurted v easily [im learning too n i think i haf did it]

im always e 1 hu give in to others but im too tired doing tt nw............im gg to gif up. im willing to gif in but is e other side doing tt? i cant take it anymore, jus hope sth nice will happen.

today kana punished by mrs khoo cos we nv report. whahahahaha. stand one side n watched ppl play. hahaha. btw jus come back from training, so tired n half of my face gg to be chao ta. whahahahaha.

sometime it is gd to make urself tired so tt u wun think much...........

today bin's nose bleed again. so terrible. c liao will faint.........luckily tt st john teacher was there but her method of making her nose stop bleeding is slow. haha. maybe mabel got a faster way??? whahhahahahha.

when gg hm tt time, mabel saw a worker carrying a long "vaccum" n said tt ning's bf coming to gif her a long pencil. it was so funny tt i cn stop laffing. whahahaha. so fun.......still laff alot abt alot of thgs today.........whahaha

saw it on e newspaper again.........."Gruesome video of beheading put on Net"........it was tt american hu is being killed as revenge for e abuse of Iraqi detainees. it was such a shocking news tt i had been thinking abt it for e last 2 days.........they r so cold-blooded........y mus they do tt?!?!?! dun understand y e 2 sides dun jus sign a peace treaty n stop killing those innocent.........hai~ it was so cruel.........hai~
dun understand............

today again stand behind alone during morning assembly. so bored.

mr arman "accused" our class of stealing ppl's notes but i trusted tt my classmate wun do tt. i think he made a mistake la. stupid* but i agreeded tt some of em r really selfish abt sth..........hai~ think most ppl r lyk tt.........

i wrote rubbish for e structured qn. whahahaha. hope mr arman wun laff at me.

amath lesson was doing nth....no teacher. no lesson.
toking crap was fun huh?!?! waste my precious time. dunno if e teacher forgot or wat! hai~

almost fall aslp during eng paper 2. whahaha. but heard from ning tt she really fall aslp. haha. ning>>u r really super leh. hahaha. so hot n humid inside. lyk in e oven.

walked to e bus-stop wif mabel, shan n gera......whahahahahaha. bus was coming but i dun wanna run. whahahahaha. luckily nv run cos dun think i will catch it. whahahaha.

rch hm n watched a vcd. whahahahah. jus slp n wake up..........yawn* whahaha.

hey ppl did i change my tag board colour???
weird.....came in n found tt e colour is diff......
or i got short-term memory???
but e colour look familar............
whahahahahaha.....im gg crazy.........

this morning wake up n found a luo han in e fish tank wif my goldfish. so shock. den found out tt my papa brought it when last nite. it looks so big n stupid. whahahaha.

today's weather so damn gd. whahaha. went swimming wif my sis. as usual thr r lots of kids........even e deep pool was occupied by em. anyway we spent 3+ hrs thr.

after tt rch hm n my uncles n aunties alr here playing mahjong. my cousins all haben come yet. so boring...........hai~ now waiting for e food to come. whahaha.

jus now forced myself to finish my hy hmwk. but watching tv at e same time. haha. spent long time doing it. haha.

jus finished watching a tamil show, "victory of love". it's a nice show. interesting + funny + touching + exciting. haha. din noe e show is so long. haha.

now waiting for my dad to come hm from fishing wif my uncle..............

say sorry to ning* i really dun wanna go so u cnt force me. whahahaha.

all e gods had listened to my prayer!!! so happy cn get away from np. whahahaha. rain! rain! rain! i luv rainy days.......hahaha. made me brooded abt it ytd. whahaha. tml no np again. hooray!

this morning doing nth again when ppl r having 2 hrs of geog n lit. after tt went for physics n frenz r gathered tgt again. after tt went for break wif ning, ying, gera n mabel. emath change teacher again but i prefer this 1 than e previous 1. whahahaha. after tt maths test........ be4 gg hm, bin was so funny.......haha.........every1 saw tt...........haha.

after tt go hm lo~ hope ning wun be angry wif me. whahahaha. sayang u k. haha.

now only me n ah ma + ah ni at hm........ah ma keep asking me "when is ur dad coming back" n "when is ur mama coming back" argh!!!! so irritated. i talk to u u dun understand, den wat for still ask me. make me so fed up!!!

today jus simply spent my beautiful morning in coffee bean wif ying n bin. waiting for xian before we place our order. she took so long to come so we decided to let her treat us n she did............whahahahha. save my $$. haha. btw we really had a great time thr. haha. stay in thr for dunno how long leh. haha.

after tt went xian's hse. she dun wanna leave cb yet cos e weather is too hot for her. haha. but she got no choice but to follow us. haha. when we rch xian's hse, she n sy tried to bluff bin n me. but we r smart enuff not to be tricked by em. whahahahaha. finally c martini!!!! she was so cute!!!! haha. after tt spent our day in xian's cosy little study rm n watch meteor garden which is suggested by ying. haha. but i managed to finish revising some chaps for chin. whahahaha. watching n reading at e same time. haha. dunno if i still rmb those chin words. haha. hope so.......

before gg hm we took alot of fotos wif martini.............my ah ma was here for this month again. my relatives came to my hse to play majong but giving e excuse tt they wanna visit my ah ma. whahahahahaha. actually wanna watch tv but my aunt was watching another channel so i got no choice but to let her watch while i come online n update my entry.

overall it was a great labour day!whahahaha.